A Little Bit In Love

Tell me what’s the story?
Tell me cause I really gotta know
It’s all a little blurry
And I don’t know which way’s home

And I tried to fight it
And I hid it well
But it’s getting so damn hard to tell who’s faking
My heart is breaking

Cause I’m a little bit in love with you
And I know, chances are I’ll end up alone
But I’m a little bit in love with you
Do you know?

I should’ve seen it coming
I think I knew from the very start
That I couldn’t keep this going
With my head tied to my heart

And I tried to tell you but it won’t come out
And I don’t think I can live without you now
Please stay here
Don’t run away dear

Cause I’m a little bit in love with you
And I know, chances are I’ll end up alone
But I’m a little bit in love with you
You know

And I’m a little bit afraid of what I want
Don’t want to lose what I already got
But I’m a little bit in love with you
You know

I wanna hold you
I want you to want to hold me too
I wanna hold you
I want you to want to hold me too

When you think you can’t go on
When there’s nothing left to stand upon
I’m gonna be there
I’m gonna be there
I’m gonna be there
I’m gonna be there

Tell me what’s the story?
Tell me cause I really gotta know

I Hope You Know

Where was I when he was here?
Where was I when he was gone?
Funny how they disappear
And I was here all along
With You

Can’t you see a pattern here?
Can’t you tell it’s falling through?
You wait around for half a year
I wait around to spend more time
With You
Here with You

I hope you know how much you mean to me
I hope you know that I’d do anything to be
Who you call Home, the one you want when you’re alone
I could be Home, You know you’d never be alone if I was Home

I can’t stand to watch you bleed
I can’t stand to watch you try
You know you have just what you need
It’s standing right by your side
With You

You say you want to make it work
You say want to tough it out
But you still can’t say for sure
I’ve never had an ounce of doubt
With You
Here with You

I hope you know how much you mean to me
I hope you know that I’d do anything to be
Who you call Home, the one you want when you’re alone
I could be Home, You know you’d never be alone if I was Home
You know you’d never be alone if I was Home

Inside Out

Don’t remember how to not be in love with you
I’ve tried to let it pass through, but it won’t
If only I could know exactly how this story goes
I’d let it sit and watch it grow, but I don’t

I wish I knew a way, to get you here, and make you stay
There’d never be a day you didn’t know

I’m gonna love you, from the inside out
I’m gonna love you, ‘til my heart breaks down

Can’t stop thinking of you, the truth is I haven’t tried to
Yeah I could find something else to do, but I don’t
I want to be a need, If it were up to me you’d never leave
Just spend the night in my favorite tee, but you won’t

I’m gonna find a way, to get you here, and make you stay
There’d never be a day you didn’t know

I’m gonna love you, from the inside out
I’m gonna love you, ‘til my heart breaks down

I’m gonna love you, from the inside out
I’m gonna love you, until my heart breaks down
I’m gonna love you
I’m gonna love you
‘Til my heart breaks down
Yeah ‘til my heart breaks down
Yeah ‘til my heart breaks
Yeah ‘til my heart breaks

Another Life, Another Time

Lately I’ve been living in my head, Hun
But I’m never sad ‘cause you’re always up there too
I could spend all night just staring at the ceiling
‘Cause nothing else is better than being here with you
Yeah nothing else is better than being here with you

Sometimes I wish I could have the real thing
But I don’t want to stretch my hand too far
And we’ve all seen the troubles that the truth brings
So maybe it’d be better if I just sang to my guitar
Yeah maybe it’d be better if I just sang to my guitar

In another life I’d be right
In another time
But time moves by so slowly
I see you here with me
But I can’t wait for time
And time won’t wait for me
Yeah time won’t wait for me

Don’t think I take what we’ve got for granted
For what it’s worth I guess I’ve got it good
See I’m just tired of leaving empty handed
And no one could love you better than the way I know I could
Yeah no one could love you better than the way you know I would

In another life I’d be right
In another time
But time moves by so slowly
I see you here with me
But I can’t wait for time
And time won’t wait for me
Yeah time won’t wait for me
Time won’t wait for me
Time won’t wait for me

Walk You Home

She said,
“I don’t want to do this now
Can’t we wait ‘til forever’s done?
Thought I had us figured out
Now it feels like I’m the sorry one

Don’t you know? I never meant for us to get that close
Can you ever forgive me?
Or learn to live with me?

Please don’t go, you’re the only one I’ve ever known
Who didn’t just want to kiss me
At least tried to resist me”

You know I always said I’d be around
Remember when I told you that I’d never let you down
Well I’m not starting now

Even when the road is dark
And you don’t know where to go
I’ll be there to Walk You Home

Even when the world turns cold
And all you feel’s alone
I’ll be there to Walk You Home

Never thought we’d end up here
I guess I over thought it through
It’s better now that things are clear
At least that’s a step towards getting over you

I will try every lock in my mind
If it’ll reset you
But I’ll never forget you

You’re not the first, at least now I know it can’t get worse
I’m just lucky to know you
But I wanted the whole you

You know I always said I’d be around
Remember when I told you that I’d never let you down, well I’m not starting now

Even when the road is dark
And you don’t know where to go
I’ll be there to Walk You Home

Even when the world turns cold
And all you feel’s alone
I’ll be there to Walk You Home

Nothing That I Haven’t Seen Before

Do you ever wonder where your life will be
When it’s ended?
Did your dreams have room for you and me?
I know mine did

Do you ever worry you’ll be left alone?
I know I do
You know it’s fine to leave some things unknown
‘Til they find you

That’s the thing about believing
You just won’t know freedom, ‘til you leave it.

I know that you don’t love me now
If you could find it in your heart my darlin’
Could you go before the walls crash down?
I’ll have your things for ya in the mornin’
It’s okay it only feels like dyin’ on the inside
Nothing that I Haven’t Seen Before
Yeah you’re just Nothing that I Haven’t Seen Before

Do you ever think that maybe you’re just scared
Of the future?
Or is your past begging to be repaired?
That must be torture

Do you ever wonder when we’ll meet our fate?
Well I used to
But I got tired when fate kept running late
Or maybe that was you

That’s the thing about believing
You just won’t know true love ‘til you feel it.

I know that you don’t love me now
If you could find it in your heart my darlin’
Could you go before the walls crash down?
I’ll have your things for ya in the mornin’
It’s okay it only feels like dyin’ on the inside
Nothing that I Haven’t Seen Before
Yeah you’re just Nothing that I Haven’t Seen Before

I’d rather have tried and failed.
Then failed and never tried
And I’ve messed up so many times
I can’t count that high

But You, that’s who you are
You have good intentions, but take things too far
Yeah you, you think you can’t change
But if you’d just listen once you’d already be that way
You’d already be that way

I know that you don’t love me now
If you could find it in your heart my darlin’
Could you go before the walls crash down?
I’ll have your things for ya in the mornin’
It’s okay it only feels like dyin’ on the inside
Nothing that I Haven’t Seen Before
Yeah you’re just Nothing that I Haven’t Seen Before

I’ll Miss You, Dear

There’s a good chance I’ll always love you
There’s a good chance you won’t
I’m boarding up the door so that I don’t

I’ve spent enough time thinking over
all the things I could do
But the more I think the less I see the truth

I don’t wanna live my life
Holding out for your love to find me
But part of me knows I might
Just keep you here inside my heartbeat
And I don’t want to leave now
But I know I can’t stay here
Guess this is goodbye, I’ll Miss You, Dear
Guess this is goodbye, I’ll Miss You, Dear

It feels a bit like starting over
But it’s not so bad
I’m picking up time I forgot I had

I couldn’t find an imperfection
I had the perfect view
But now I see there’s more to me than you

I don’t want to live my life
Holding out for your love to find me
But part of me knows I might
Just keep you here inside my heartbeat
And I don’t want to leave now
But I know I can’t stay here
Guess this is goodbye, I’ll Miss You

Feelings don’t fade
They just find a place to hide
You may have gone away
But I still feel you on the inside
Maybe as the days go by
I’ll forget all the reasons why
I loved you
I loved you

I don’t want to live my life
Holding out for your love to find me
But part of me knows I might
Just keep you here inside my heartbeat
And I don’t want to leave now
But I know I can’t stay here
Guess this is goodbye, I’ll Miss You, Dear
Guess this is goodbye, I’ll Miss You, Dear
Guess this is goodbye, I’ll Miss You, Dear
Guess this is goodbye, I’ll Miss You, Dear

After All I Gave You

I don’t know what I’ve been told
But looks like it’s finally time to go
And I don’t think you meant no harm
But harm was long before this far
And I don’t think that’s who you are
But there’s no more room for you in my heart

So when you find yourself down the road some time
And you’re still not any happier, but you don’t know why I won’t
Be there to save you

But if you took a minute and just looked inside
You’d see everything was there the entire time, but no
And I can’t make you

After All I Gave You
After All I Gave You

There’s only so much I can do
At the end of the day it comes down to you
You can curse and cry at it all you like
But I finally just got my peace of mind
I know no one’s perfect all the time
But there’s no more room for you in my life

So when you find yourself down the road some time
And you’re still not any happier, but you don’t know why I won’t
Be there to save you

But if you took a minute and just looked inside
You’d see everything was there the entire time, but no
And I can’t make you

After All I Gave
You

Honestly, Honesty

I wanna know
And please take it nice and slow ‘cause
I want the truth this time
I can’t keep pretending that it’s fine

Why’s that so hard?
How come you just fall apart when
I’ve carried half your weight?
I can’t keep pretending that’s okay

I’m not saying that you’re lying
But the truth’s been hiding

Honestly, Honesty is all I need
All the rest just clouds the air
If you can’t be true to me I’ve gotta leave
You can say don’t go, but please stop saying you care
At least stop saying you care

It’s time for a change
I can’t just be some part in your play and
Choices lead here sometimes
You can’t keep pretending I don’t mind

I wish you the best
But I’m putting this thing to rest ‘cause
I think we’ve run our course
You can’t keep pretending I’m all yours

And I’m not saying that you’re lying
But the truth’s been hiding

Honestly, Honesty is all I need
All the rest just clouds the air
If you can’t be true to me I’ve gotta leave
You can say don’t go, but please stop saying you care
At least stop saying you care
At least stop saying you care
At least stop saying you care
At least stop saying you care

Killing Time

I tried to tell you
You have to understand
You’ve got more to learn
And bridges you’ve gotta burn

But I can’t tell you
You have to figure out
Who you really are
And go back to the start, but you’re just

Killing Time
‘Til the next one
Yeah you’re just Killing Time
So you don’t have to be alone
And you fill your mind with distraction
Then you wonder why it’s not working but
But won’t do anything to grow
Bored is just a state of mind
But That’s What You Get For Killing Time

You can’t just sit there
You can’t wait for clarity
It won’t just appear
‘Cause you want it to be here

It takes commitment
It takes time out on your own
Everything I didn’t know
I learned while I was alone, but you’re just

Killing Time
‘Til the next one
Yeah you’re just Killing Time
So you don’t have to be alone
And you fill your mind with distraction
Then you wonder why it’s not working but
But won’t do anything to grow
Bored is just a state of mind
But That’s What You Get For Killing Time

It must be really nice not having to care
Just walking through your life so blissfully unaware
That way down below the clouds
Yeah people live down there
And they care
And I care

Killing Time
‘Til the next one
Yeah you’re just Killing Time
So you don’t have to be alone
And you fill your mind with distraction
Then you wonder why it’s not working but
But won’t do anything to grow
Bored is just a state of mind
But That’s What You Get For Killing Time

Goodbye Expectations

For so long
I’ve had this thought
That I know what’s meant to be
But now I can’t seem to find that thought around at all

I’ve given up
And I’ve let go
Of all that you meant to me
And now I can’t wait to find what lies behind these walls

It’s time to move on
I gave all I got
It just wasn’t ever enough

Goodbye expectations
Hello freedom
It was nice while it lasted
But the point of no return has finally come

I didn’t want
To take a bow
From all that I promised you
And now I don’t have to ‘cause you tore the whole thing down

Now don’t think you
Can just show up
And expect me to miss you
Cause those days are past, yeah those days are way long dead and gone

I’ve gotta go
It’s been nice to know ya
I’m just done waiting around for ya

Goodbye expectations
Hello freedom
It was nice while it lasted
But the point of no return has finally come

I’m done with the back and forth
This story’s getting old
But hey that’s what friends are for
To leave out in the cold
Where once I saw civil war
Now all I see is gold, I’ll turn you into gold

Goodbye expectations
Hello freedom
It was nice while it lasted
But the point of no return has finally come

Artwork by David Gilbertsen and Joy Wallace

Original Images by Therese Niedbala